Argghhh.!!! Im so stressful nowadays.. I just wish de exam is just OVER by now.! I effing mean it.! At first, i was happy for de gap between de exam.. i thought that i can still manage to do some revision over de subject n try to make de best of it.. but now, i just wish de exam has finish by now.. Its not that i scare to take de exam, i more than ready actually.. but de more days pass by, de lazier n stressful for me to study.. its not all about de papers though.. it about de situation happens make me so..
I got a lot on my mind right now.. First things first, its my hostel for de next sem.. I didnt manage to get in one.. So by next sem, i will be nowhere to live.. i dont know how to survive by next sem.. well, its still under selection, thank God. but still, der a lot of students got de hostel already.. so de chances that i get one is very very low.. n what more, most of my friends get one.. Arghhhh..! Im so jealous of them.. n it makes me lose hope n am feeling totally down for dis few days.. what to do.?
then, der goes my carry marks.. OMFG.! Its out n i didnt dare to even go to looks at it.. others was okayyyy.. but AIS subject is killing me.. i didnt know what de hell was that.. I just wish i have been study at de beginning.. no point to regrets by now.. How i wish i can turn back time.. huh.!
whats more, some of my friends are going home already.. their exam have finish early than mine.. we have differ examination timetable.. some courses finish early n some late.. like mine.. very late although it just contain 5 papers.. that why gaps are really killing me.. so happy for them n yet jealous they had finish up..
then der goes de small matters that make me lazy gradually.. de facebook game.. de movie.. de games.. onliness.. n so many mores.. once i take holidays from my study just for a day or two.. this is what happens.. its been addicted n enjoyable over tyme..
I just wish everything can turn back to normal.. somebodyyy.!!! haishhh..
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
Final Exam.
Finally, de day that I have been waiting for or I guess try to avoid it. De exam run for 3 weeks. Its been almost weeks two now. I know I know. Sorry for de late update. been study up till now. lucky de previous paper was not that hard. hopefully manage to score good result.
For now, I was relaxing for a day or two cause next paper still have about 8 days left. N hell yeah de next one will be pretty much de hard part. goshh...! I really need to struggle to score it. hopefully everything went well. still got 3 papers to go.! Damn.! cant wait for all of this to be over.!
Talks about exam weeks, there has been burglars running wild all over de campus lately. there have been quite a number of student been reporting missing laptop. Whoever did this is a fucking moron.!!! First de incident happens around de girls dorm n then to boys dorm from next block and then running to my block, just down level of my room. n its not just one room but 2-3 rooms been robbeb. Reportedly de victims some went out to lunch, n some going to sit for their exams. pity them.
I dont mind my laptop get steal. (of course i do. who didn't) but at least do have a little consideration. its an exam weeks moron. most students have their notes n exercises on their laptops. its been a stress week for all de students. n with this things happens to them, it will just add up their stress level to de max.
Its pretty easier for de burglar to runs wild during this time. Although there were many students living in de dorm, its been pretty quiet than normally do, cause most of them r going sit for their exam. n some was study for their exams somewhere someplace that suits them. As for me, I was mostly stuck in my rooms having breakfast, lunch n dinner with my books. pretty lame right.
Its not that I was shutting myself from my friends. Its just I dont believe de term 'study group'. I rather do self study than study groups with my friends. Cause usually in my cases, I will just end of talking n playing. Unless of course I study with strangers. Der will be no point for me to talks about n I can keep on concentrating studies. As if i will do it, I might get states as 'WEIRDO' from them if I join them suddenly.
Nyways, I really hope no bad things will happens to me. N to morons out der, DONT ever come to my rooms I tell ya!! nothing valuable here.!! u will regrets it.!! go play somewhere else.!! Hahaha.
p/s wish me LUCK on my exams yah..
GOD BLESS N ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS N WHOEVER SITTING DE EXAMS.
For now, I was relaxing for a day or two cause next paper still have about 8 days left. N hell yeah de next one will be pretty much de hard part. goshh...! I really need to struggle to score it. hopefully everything went well. still got 3 papers to go.! Damn.! cant wait for all of this to be over.!
Talks about exam weeks, there has been burglars running wild all over de campus lately. there have been quite a number of student been reporting missing laptop. Whoever did this is a fucking moron.!!! First de incident happens around de girls dorm n then to boys dorm from next block and then running to my block, just down level of my room. n its not just one room but 2-3 rooms been robbeb. Reportedly de victims some went out to lunch, n some going to sit for their exams. pity them.
I dont mind my laptop get steal. (of course i do. who didn't) but at least do have a little consideration. its an exam weeks moron. most students have their notes n exercises on their laptops. its been a stress week for all de students. n with this things happens to them, it will just add up their stress level to de max.
Its pretty easier for de burglar to runs wild during this time. Although there were many students living in de dorm, its been pretty quiet than normally do, cause most of them r going sit for their exam. n some was study for their exams somewhere someplace that suits them. As for me, I was mostly stuck in my rooms having breakfast, lunch n dinner with my books. pretty lame right.
Its not that I was shutting myself from my friends. Its just I dont believe de term 'study group'. I rather do self study than study groups with my friends. Cause usually in my cases, I will just end of talking n playing. Unless of course I study with strangers. Der will be no point for me to talks about n I can keep on concentrating studies. As if i will do it, I might get states as 'WEIRDO' from them if I join them suddenly.
Nyways, I really hope no bad things will happens to me. N to morons out der, DONT ever come to my rooms I tell ya!! nothing valuable here.!! u will regrets it.!! go play somewhere else.!! Hahaha.
p/s wish me LUCK on my exams yah..
GOD BLESS N ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY FRIENDS N WHOEVER SITTING DE EXAMS.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Almost sarawakian.
Kmk nak madah lah pengalaman kmk tyme kat srwak. tapi kmk polah lam bahasa swak. dha kmk nak klaka hal sitok, so saja jak ngegeh sikit klaka lam swak. hahaha. mun ada silap boh tetak. budak baru blajar katakan. hahaha.
Kmk dha diam kat sitok hampir setahun dha. dari tahun lalu gik sampey lha sekarang. dha ada pengalaman dha sikit kat sitok. kmk asal sabah. tapi diam kat area kota samarahan. kmk tersesat smpey sitok pun sbb kmk study kat sitok. kat uitm sia. amik course account. hahaha.
dha bnyak dha kamek blajar bahasa swak. tapi kmk still sik pandey2 klaka. kmk paham apa nak diklaka, mun nak dibalas sik mek pandey gik. hahaha. sometimes kmk pndey blur gak. mun dha blur kmk aok2 jak lah. pura2 paham pa nak diklaka. cover line. hahahaha. yg lucunya, ada cdak yg sik pandey klaka baku. so bila mek klaka lam baku cdak balas swak. kedak cam anjing ngan kucing jak asa kmk. hahaha. lawak na bunyi. janji mekorg still pat komunikasi. hahaha.
rami kenalan kmk kat sitok. ada melayu, iban, bidayuh n mcm2 gik. iban kmk paham sikit jak. yg kmk tau makai & nadai. hahaha. org2 sitok nang friendly. senang nak bawa berkawan. kmk suka kwn ngan org swak. ada gak lha org2 sik kmk senangi kat ctok. tapi sikda masa kmk nak amik kisah. buang masa kmk jak.
Org sitok nang kacak2 gilak. mun pat pasang segik naka best asa ku. hahaha. alu kenja.! hahaha. muka2 cdak pun mostly kedak chinese. mix blood katakan. kelak lah kmk cari segik bw balit sabah. hahaha. yg best nya sik pernah kmk nangga org2 pti kat sia. nyaman sikit pemandangan. hahaha.
nang best gilak juga lah diam kat sitok. tapi bnyak gik tempat perlu kmk jelajahi. mun dpt, kmk nak gik semua tmpat. sabah gik lum habis pusing, ada hati nak pusing kat pat org. hahaha.
paling jauh kmk pena sampey kat sibu sinun. time yah kmk gi beraya kat umah kwan kmk. tumpang diam kat sinun. kmk sik balit sabah tyme yah. sekda budget. gik pun sekda juga kmk mok sambut raya. seminggu jak cuti. aluu nang sikit asa kmk cuti raya. best gak kat sibu sinun. tapi kmk sik sempat nak round habis bndar nya. sikda masa kmk. tyme kmk balit gi kuching tek, nek express kmk. nang kimak tyme yah. bau kedak pasar ikan lam nya, campur gik ngan gelombong luar, asa nak muntah jak kmk.
soal makanan sitok, so far okay lah. nyaman juga. murah gak. tapi kenak yah susah sngat cari rojak mee. nya ada rojak tapi sik sama ngan sabah tek. mun kat sabah rojak nya polah pake mee jawa. kat sitok nya polah pake buah or timun. sikda kmk temu yg pake mee. kat sabah ada nak mpun pake buah or timun. tapi biasany cdak pake mee. tue kmk pelik. dha rami kmk tnya. sikda juga kmk temu.
tapi nang lucu lha tempat sia. heran kmk kenak lah roundbout sia besar2 gilak. besar cam padang bola sepak jak. kenak yah harus polah cam yah. cuba gik buat besa2 jak. kan senang. gik pun sama gak crita nya. jem gak pagi2. tapi best gak lah bab kmk pat racing kat sitok. bawa keta jak alu asa pemandu formula one.
pa pun, kmk rindu dha ngan pat kmk. terutama kat umah kmk. best nya mun pat ulang alik. sik sabar asa kmk nak balit ek. cepat cepat lah final kmk habis. dha gilak stress dha asa kmk tek. hehehe.
Kmk dha diam kat sitok hampir setahun dha. dari tahun lalu gik sampey lha sekarang. dha ada pengalaman dha sikit kat sitok. kmk asal sabah. tapi diam kat area kota samarahan. kmk tersesat smpey sitok pun sbb kmk study kat sitok. kat uitm sia. amik course account. hahaha.
dha bnyak dha kamek blajar bahasa swak. tapi kmk still sik pandey2 klaka. kmk paham apa nak diklaka, mun nak dibalas sik mek pandey gik. hahaha. sometimes kmk pndey blur gak. mun dha blur kmk aok2 jak lah. pura2 paham pa nak diklaka. cover line. hahahaha. yg lucunya, ada cdak yg sik pandey klaka baku. so bila mek klaka lam baku cdak balas swak. kedak cam anjing ngan kucing jak asa kmk. hahaha. lawak na bunyi. janji mekorg still pat komunikasi. hahaha.
rami kenalan kmk kat sitok. ada melayu, iban, bidayuh n mcm2 gik. iban kmk paham sikit jak. yg kmk tau makai & nadai. hahaha. org2 sitok nang friendly. senang nak bawa berkawan. kmk suka kwn ngan org swak. ada gak lha org2 sik kmk senangi kat ctok. tapi sikda masa kmk nak amik kisah. buang masa kmk jak.
Org sitok nang kacak2 gilak. mun pat pasang segik naka best asa ku. hahaha. alu kenja.! hahaha. muka2 cdak pun mostly kedak chinese. mix blood katakan. kelak lah kmk cari segik bw balit sabah. hahaha. yg best nya sik pernah kmk nangga org2 pti kat sia. nyaman sikit pemandangan. hahaha.
nang best gilak juga lah diam kat sitok. tapi bnyak gik tempat perlu kmk jelajahi. mun dpt, kmk nak gik semua tmpat. sabah gik lum habis pusing, ada hati nak pusing kat pat org. hahaha.
paling jauh kmk pena sampey kat sibu sinun. time yah kmk gi beraya kat umah kwan kmk. tumpang diam kat sinun. kmk sik balit sabah tyme yah. sekda budget. gik pun sekda juga kmk mok sambut raya. seminggu jak cuti. aluu nang sikit asa kmk cuti raya. best gak kat sibu sinun. tapi kmk sik sempat nak round habis bndar nya. sikda masa kmk. tyme kmk balit gi kuching tek, nek express kmk. nang kimak tyme yah. bau kedak pasar ikan lam nya, campur gik ngan gelombong luar, asa nak muntah jak kmk.
soal makanan sitok, so far okay lah. nyaman juga. murah gak. tapi kenak yah susah sngat cari rojak mee. nya ada rojak tapi sik sama ngan sabah tek. mun kat sabah rojak nya polah pake mee jawa. kat sitok nya polah pake buah or timun. sikda kmk temu yg pake mee. kat sabah ada nak mpun pake buah or timun. tapi biasany cdak pake mee. tue kmk pelik. dha rami kmk tnya. sikda juga kmk temu.
tapi nang lucu lha tempat sia. heran kmk kenak lah roundbout sia besar2 gilak. besar cam padang bola sepak jak. kenak yah harus polah cam yah. cuba gik buat besa2 jak. kan senang. gik pun sama gak crita nya. jem gak pagi2. tapi best gak lah bab kmk pat racing kat sitok. bawa keta jak alu asa pemandu formula one.
pa pun, kmk rindu dha ngan pat kmk. terutama kat umah kmk. best nya mun pat ulang alik. sik sabar asa kmk nak balit ek. cepat cepat lah final kmk habis. dha gilak stress dha asa kmk tek. hehehe.
Fun Fare.!
Its crazy.! Its fucking crazy.! I have lot of fun n really enjoy it, and not to forget der incident happens that was pretty much disgusting. Yucks.! I really need to forget about it. Immediately.!
Its been crazy night yesterday. Its been a while since I ride a game at de fun fare. Although this time its look more like childish game but its still manage to get de hell out of me.
A lot of game der was fun to play with. but most of de ride only preferably for couple only. Der this one game, idk de name though. Its look like a ship which will bring u swinging over de air. I ride it 2 times n finally disgusted by it.
From de looks of it, its not really what I will called an extreme game. but people were screaming like it was de end of the world. Turn out to be, its really was something. Hahaha.
Starting was good. I laugh because de girls scream when its just starting to move. and then its getting higher and higher, and de girls screams starting to get louder and louder. and I was laughing harder and harder. Until its reach a certain height, I stop laughing and joined de screaming. Hahaha.
Second trip was yucks.! make it triple yucks.! I sit at de way back, and there this 4 girls sitting in front of me. after a few swing. there was like a vomits competitions happen to all de 4 girl. u can barely see de vomits floating at de air. Imagine it yourself. Luckily non of it reach me. Instead of feeling de extreme, am much more feels like vomiting too.
Overall, I really enjoy myself last night with my friends. with all de stress, tension, nervous, scared, and lot of things going on around. Its really good to play something to release all of it. although not much. at least it lessen a bit.
Its been crazy night yesterday. Its been a while since I ride a game at de fun fare. Although this time its look more like childish game but its still manage to get de hell out of me.
A lot of game der was fun to play with. but most of de ride only preferably for couple only. Der this one game, idk de name though. Its look like a ship which will bring u swinging over de air. I ride it 2 times n finally disgusted by it.
From de looks of it, its not really what I will called an extreme game. but people were screaming like it was de end of the world. Turn out to be, its really was something. Hahaha.
Starting was good. I laugh because de girls scream when its just starting to move. and then its getting higher and higher, and de girls screams starting to get louder and louder. and I was laughing harder and harder. Until its reach a certain height, I stop laughing and joined de screaming. Hahaha.
Second trip was yucks.! make it triple yucks.! I sit at de way back, and there this 4 girls sitting in front of me. after a few swing. there was like a vomits competitions happen to all de 4 girl. u can barely see de vomits floating at de air. Imagine it yourself. Luckily non of it reach me. Instead of feeling de extreme, am much more feels like vomiting too.
Overall, I really enjoy myself last night with my friends. with all de stress, tension, nervous, scared, and lot of things going on around. Its really good to play something to release all of it. although not much. at least it lessen a bit.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Stress Week.!
Finally.! Everything over already.. can relax a bit.. for now.. been so stressful with all de assignment n examination that held all this week.. i hate study last minute...
It feel like hell.. I never thought that i could get brain dead.. too much study n less sleep make my head freeze like shyt.. and i cant think of anything that time.. i thought i have died and gone to heaven.. Lucky for me, with little bit of blessing from de heaven, i manage to answer smoothly on de exam.. although i kind of dissapointed cause' i know i can do much more better than that.. its too late to regrets now..
Exam is one things to stress over.. lets talk about assignment.. i know assignment in uni mostly done by group work.. i really hate people who is so egoistic think that they can handle most of de assignment by themselves.. and to contribute so much in it.. but at the end of it.. it all just talk.. and never ever done anything about it.. which lastly make others suffer de most.. to make others suffer is one things.. but to blame for others being lazy and not contribute anything is way f**ckinGG s*yTTT.. I admit its not good to be selfishly relax and let others work hard.. but never ever try to be good and act like some f**king hero that want to handle everything but at the end of it, you just started complaining and bad mouth others.. If u look the other way, u just a f**king loser that cant handle anything.. because at the end.. its others that finishing up the work.. not you.. Argghh.!
Lucky me, all things ends quiet well.. All de burden just gone, vanish just like that.. I feel so much relieve... Fuuhh... Aside for de final exam which is coming soon... I will just pretend to not care care about it.. for now.. just this weekend.. I just wanna enjoy n relaxxx n have myself watch a good movie-marathon..
(One more weeks and hell here i come..)
It feel like hell.. I never thought that i could get brain dead.. too much study n less sleep make my head freeze like shyt.. and i cant think of anything that time.. i thought i have died and gone to heaven.. Lucky for me, with little bit of blessing from de heaven, i manage to answer smoothly on de exam.. although i kind of dissapointed cause' i know i can do much more better than that.. its too late to regrets now..
Exam is one things to stress over.. lets talk about assignment.. i know assignment in uni mostly done by group work.. i really hate people who is so egoistic think that they can handle most of de assignment by themselves.. and to contribute so much in it.. but at the end of it.. it all just talk.. and never ever done anything about it.. which lastly make others suffer de most.. to make others suffer is one things.. but to blame for others being lazy and not contribute anything is way f**ckinGG s*yTTT.. I admit its not good to be selfishly relax and let others work hard.. but never ever try to be good and act like some f**king hero that want to handle everything but at the end of it, you just started complaining and bad mouth others.. If u look the other way, u just a f**king loser that cant handle anything.. because at the end.. its others that finishing up the work.. not you.. Argghh.!
Lucky me, all things ends quiet well.. All de burden just gone, vanish just like that.. I feel so much relieve... Fuuhh... Aside for de final exam which is coming soon... I will just pretend to not care care about it.. for now.. just this weekend.. I just wanna enjoy n relaxxx n have myself watch a good movie-marathon..
(One more weeks and hell here i come..)
Sunday, September 4, 2011
A new start.
Hello.. its been a while.. i dont know what the heck is going on here anymore.. seems like everythings was blur to me.. i know right.. hahaha.. so, this year will be a new beginning for me to continue my blog as a university student.. yeahh.. i have continue my study at last.. after working years at sb resort.. well.. its been quite a while already.. now its almost the end of the semester already.. time fly so fast.. i wanted to make a new blog actually.. but seeing that its gonna trouble me a lot.. so i just decided to used the old one for now.. i will try to update as frequent as possible.. i got a lot of works to do to this blog.. since this is the new beggining for me to write it back.. i think i need a new title for my blog and of course new layout (whick its sucks for me to do it back. cause i totally forgot how to done it already) or maybe i will just used the old layout.. hahahha.. nyways.. thats it for today.. will update soon.. tata..
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Manukan Island.!
16 June. De day that me & my friends go to Island to have some fun.! Der're three of us. Roy, Josephine & Me.! Supposedly der were 4 of us but de other one have difficulty to join.!
As I woke up, I quickly pack all necessary things to brings to de island. After getting ready, I already plan every movement that I shud take. I supposed to send my brother to school first but because of de heavy traffic around de area, I stuck der for 40min. Crazy ooo. It only took 10min to go pick my bro at grandma house 4m de house. Instead I stuck for that long. As I arrive at my grandma house, my friends already waiting for me at nearby 7e der. So I made changes hastily. Took a taxi then drops my bro first before heading to jetty der. As de car will being used & der no point to leave de car at de jetty der till evening. Because of that, I forgot to brings any foods wif me.
As we arrive at de Islands. De first things came to mind is swimming.! Woot Woot.! Its been a long time since I last swim. Lucky still know a bit technique. De only problem is I dont know how to float.! Hahahaha. That de basic move. Cause of that, am trying to avoid area that my feet cant touch de ground. My friend got rent a snorkeling equipment. Its was nice to snorkeling. Can swim pretty much longer & can see fishes inside de sea too. At first i dun know how to used it. As it need to breath through mouth. Its pretty hard to breath through mouth again & again. Beside sometimes de water will go through de breathing hole. I keep poking out de water again & again. After a few practicing, I finally learn how to used it. Der de one time when Im swim, I nearly drowned. I was snorkeling around that time. When de water accidentally go through de breathing hole. And that time i was in de deep area. I became panicked & lucky me to be nearby a floater. I quickly grab it and throw out de water from my mouth & swim back to de shore.
After swimming around for a bit. We rest to have some breakfast. Then continue again with swimming. That all what we do all de day. Swim, swim, & swim. After a while, we change our spot to another area of de island. De area is a bit hidden and not many people were over der as it dont have de sand beach. Only rocks are covered along de shore der. De only nice things about that place tat make us stay der is de sea level. Its not that deep in that area but its covered a wide space. At de main beach der, de sea level is changes drastically, its only 10 meter away and de sea level is becoming so deep already. U cant even feel de freedom of swimming as u need to be at top alert so that u dun just swim to de deep area. That de time when I finally feel so free to just swim around at de place. I can freely swim to whenever i want. The sea is so clear and de sea sand is so white, and there are many beautiful fishes. I wanted to go farther at that place actually. But then again, de farther I go, de more uneasy feelings i get. As if something is over der calling for me. Although de place is still under my capability for me to stand up and still manage to put out my head above de water, but just being away far from my friend and alone over there make it a bit different. I try to go farther to see how far de area will become more deeper. But I just cant put off de uneasy feelings. Its so scary. So i pull back to return to my friends. Maybe next time.
After having lots of fun. We started to go back & clean ourself as we were going to go back home already. De experiences I gain here is so beautiful and I enjoy every moment wif my friends. De good news after coming back from island is I manage to avoid sunburn. But de bad news is I gets sick cause didnt drinks much water that time and i used lot of energy and drinks only coke. I cant even wake up to take a shower as my body is so weak. For 2 days, I stuck in my bed. My throat also getting burns and its getting bleeding too. Not to mention my heads. Its dizzy all de time. Bullshit.! I hate when this happen.! Arghhh.! I still sick at de moment only a bit better.!
Once der a friend ask me. Do I like nature? And I reply I think so.! What kind of nature u really fond of. And I say, not sure though. I have no idea. But now, if people ask me again what kind of nature I like. I will definitely say de ocean. As being in de water kinda make ur life feel so much different & mysteries. Someday, I will definitely going to dive at de ocean. That will be added to my dream list.!
As I woke up, I quickly pack all necessary things to brings to de island. After getting ready, I already plan every movement that I shud take. I supposed to send my brother to school first but because of de heavy traffic around de area, I stuck der for 40min. Crazy ooo. It only took 10min to go pick my bro at grandma house 4m de house. Instead I stuck for that long. As I arrive at my grandma house, my friends already waiting for me at nearby 7e der. So I made changes hastily. Took a taxi then drops my bro first before heading to jetty der. As de car will being used & der no point to leave de car at de jetty der till evening. Because of that, I forgot to brings any foods wif me.
As we arrive at de Islands. De first things came to mind is swimming.! Woot Woot.! Its been a long time since I last swim. Lucky still know a bit technique. De only problem is I dont know how to float.! Hahahaha. That de basic move. Cause of that, am trying to avoid area that my feet cant touch de ground. My friend got rent a snorkeling equipment. Its was nice to snorkeling. Can swim pretty much longer & can see fishes inside de sea too. At first i dun know how to used it. As it need to breath through mouth. Its pretty hard to breath through mouth again & again. Beside sometimes de water will go through de breathing hole. I keep poking out de water again & again. After a few practicing, I finally learn how to used it. Der de one time when Im swim, I nearly drowned. I was snorkeling around that time. When de water accidentally go through de breathing hole. And that time i was in de deep area. I became panicked & lucky me to be nearby a floater. I quickly grab it and throw out de water from my mouth & swim back to de shore.
After swimming around for a bit. We rest to have some breakfast. Then continue again with swimming. That all what we do all de day. Swim, swim, & swim. After a while, we change our spot to another area of de island. De area is a bit hidden and not many people were over der as it dont have de sand beach. Only rocks are covered along de shore der. De only nice things about that place tat make us stay der is de sea level. Its not that deep in that area but its covered a wide space. At de main beach der, de sea level is changes drastically, its only 10 meter away and de sea level is becoming so deep already. U cant even feel de freedom of swimming as u need to be at top alert so that u dun just swim to de deep area. That de time when I finally feel so free to just swim around at de place. I can freely swim to whenever i want. The sea is so clear and de sea sand is so white, and there are many beautiful fishes. I wanted to go farther at that place actually. But then again, de farther I go, de more uneasy feelings i get. As if something is over der calling for me. Although de place is still under my capability for me to stand up and still manage to put out my head above de water, but just being away far from my friend and alone over there make it a bit different. I try to go farther to see how far de area will become more deeper. But I just cant put off de uneasy feelings. Its so scary. So i pull back to return to my friends. Maybe next time.
After having lots of fun. We started to go back & clean ourself as we were going to go back home already. De experiences I gain here is so beautiful and I enjoy every moment wif my friends. De good news after coming back from island is I manage to avoid sunburn. But de bad news is I gets sick cause didnt drinks much water that time and i used lot of energy and drinks only coke. I cant even wake up to take a shower as my body is so weak. For 2 days, I stuck in my bed. My throat also getting burns and its getting bleeding too. Not to mention my heads. Its dizzy all de time. Bullshit.! I hate when this happen.! Arghhh.! I still sick at de moment only a bit better.!
Once der a friend ask me. Do I like nature? And I reply I think so.! What kind of nature u really fond of. And I say, not sure though. I have no idea. But now, if people ask me again what kind of nature I like. I will definitely say de ocean. As being in de water kinda make ur life feel so much different & mysteries. Someday, I will definitely going to dive at de ocean. That will be added to my dream list.!
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