This feeling Eff*ing killing me.

Argghhh.!!! Im so stressful nowadays.. I just wish de exam is just OVER by now.! I effing mean it.! At first, i was happy for de gap between de exam.. i thought that i can still manage to do some revision over de subject n try to make de best of it.. but now, i just wish de exam has finish by now.. Its not that i scare to take de exam, i more than ready actually.. but de more days pass by, de lazier n stressful for me to study.. its not all about de papers though.. it about de situation happens make me so..

I got a lot on my mind right now.. First things first, its my hostel for de next sem.. I didnt manage to get in one.. So by next sem, i will be nowhere to live.. i dont know how to survive by next sem.. well, its still under selection, thank God. but still, der a lot of students got de hostel already.. so de chances that i get one is very very low.. n what more, most of my friends get one.. Arghhhh..! Im so jealous of them.. n it makes me lose hope n am feeling totally down for dis few days.. what to do.?

then, der goes my carry marks.. OMFG.! Its out n i didnt dare to even go to looks at it.. others was okayyyy.. but AIS subject is killing me.. i didnt know what de hell was that.. I just wish i have been study at de beginning.. no point to regrets by now.. How i wish i can turn back time.. huh.!

whats more, some of my friends are going home already.. their exam have finish early than mine.. we have differ examination timetable.. some courses finish early n some late.. like mine.. very late although it just contain 5 papers.. that why gaps are really killing me.. so happy for them n yet jealous they had finish up..

then der goes de small matters that make me lazy gradually.. de facebook game.. de movie.. de games.. onliness.. n so many mores.. once i take holidays from my study just for a day or two.. this is what happens.. its been addicted n enjoyable over tyme..

I just wish everything can turn back to normal.. somebodyyy.!!! haishhh..